Chorus

Holding onto pain
Had to let it go
Nothing much to gain
From a love so toxic
Lord You showed me things
They could never show
Started losing hope
I was running out of options

Verse 1

In and out love
You would think I had enough
Is this a obsession
Getting thrills from being reckless
Bucket list baby need a pen
To mark my check list
God was on my line
Kindly told Him leave a message
Now it’s catching up
I’m hoping He call again
Feel like He stalling
Am I alone
Can’t do this on my own
Crying out
Sound like I’m hollering
I guess I deserve it
Looking for love in the lost
They say hurt people hurt people
That fake love so deceitful

Chorus

Holding onto pain
Had to let it go
Nothing much to gain
From a love so toxic
Lord You showed me things
They could never show
Started losing hope
I was running out of options

Refrain

If the love ain’t from above
Then it’s toxic
If the love ain’t from above
Then it’s toxic

Verse 2

I was searching for the love
Where the love
They say love is like a drug
I beg to defer I know my word
Love from above is much more
Than just a feeling
The will surrendered
I let you whip it while I’m chilling
No moving timid
That G-O-D love they can’t mimic
I finally get it
I had to witness it to feel it
And now I’m different

Chorus

Holding onto pain
Had to let it go
Nothing much to gain
From a love so toxic
Lord You showed me things
They could never show
Started losing hope
I was running out of options

Refrain

If the love ain’t from above
Then it’s toxic
If the love ain’t from above
Then it’s toxic

Bridge

If the love ain’t from above
I don’t want it
I was running round in circles
Tryna find it
Can’t say we love but don’t know God
'Cause that’s not it
If we ain’t get it from the source
Then we ain’t got it
But when I got a taste of Your love
I just couldn’t get enough
Said seek and find
So I did now I’m filled up
I wouldn’t want it any other way
Typa love you can’t imitate
Keep the fake keep the hate
I only want the Yahweh

Chorus

Holding onto pain
Had to let it go
Nothing much to gain
From a love so toxic
Lord You showed me things
They could never show
Started losing hope
I was running out of options

Refrain

If the love ain’t from above
Then it’s toxic
If the love ain’t from above
Then it’s toxic

Outro

Toxic toxic
I was running out of options
Toxic toxic
If the love ain’t from above
Then it’s toxic