Verse 1

Sittin’ up in the room thinking
Where do I begin
We ain’t talked in a min
And the walls been closing in
Man in the mirror
I ain’t really been a fan
I know outside looking in
People wouldn’t understand
Cause it doesn’t make a cent
I had love for my dawg
Yea he really was my twin
But he Judas me again
And again and again

Verse 2

And I got a lot of goals
But I’m lacking on the discipline
Just getting to the thick of it
I’m really getting sick of it
But don’t get it twisted
Still work a big shift
Still doing big things
Still making big hits
I been questioning
Will I ever beat
The allegations of my arrogance
If I’m still in my element
It’s only cause I’m perfectionist

Chorus

God can we have
A conversation on occasion
It’s getting dangerous
Take my time cause I know
I needed patience
Need a amen
‘Bout to cave in
God switch my situation
He did the saving
Sorry but I’m changing
Safe haven
You my safe haven

Verse 3

I try to turn the other cheek
I end up winding up the back hand
Forgive my enemies
I know that’s what You said
If it ain’t the shame
That I’m dealing with
The game that I’m dealing wit
It’s something that I struggle wit
That’s why I never understand
The holier than thou
All up in my comments
Like I ain’t made em proud
Take a look into they life
See if they what they say they ‘bout

Verse 4

Think I’m better
At being second
Learned that scriptures
In bios won’t get me to heaven
I tell em how I feel
So they don’t ever get to guessin’
They got tired of hearing
Dude rant like I was Kevin
They think when you change
Everything you was dealing wit
Just go away
When she walk past
Still hard for me to look away
I’m closer to a better me
But still get in my way
And it’s a lot I said I wouldn’t do
I still do today

Pre Chorus

Sometimes
Just wanna give thanks
I ain’t tryna be the one
That ask for everything
I ain’t tryna be the one
That don’t live what they say
Cause I see that everyday forreal
Some days
I’m in my head insecure
Other days
I flex the wrist like shedaur

Tag

Some days
I’m in my head insecure
Other days
I flex the wrist like shedaur

Chorus

God can we have
A conversation on occasion
It’s getting dangerous
Take my time cause I know
I needed patience
Need a amen
‘Bout to cave in
God switch my situation
He did the saving
Sorry but I’m changing
Safe haven
You my safe haven