Verse 1

My emotions are coming in waves
I go between good and bad days
All we've been through is hard to erase
Will it ever fade How long will it take

Pre Chorus 1

I hate when our friends
Invite me to the parties out of pity
They ask me how I've been
And the answer's not that pretty

Chorus 1

Someday I know
This won't be as painful
Someday I'm gonna say
God is faithful
But I can't find the words
It's not that simple
Cause I'm right
In the middle
I'm right in the middle

Verse 2

I can say all the pretty words
And pretend like it doesn't hurt
Say God is bigger than all of my trials
I know that it's true but it feels like denial

Pre Chorus 2

Oh I hate that now
All I have to hold onto are the memories
But every time that I've been found
It was right there in my despair

Chorus 1

Someday I know
This won't be as painful
Someday I'm gonna say
God is faithful
But I can't find the words
It's not that simple
Cause I'm right
In the middle
I'm right in the middle

Chorus 2

I'm gonna see
The meaning of this madness
I'm gonna be the beauty
In the ashes
But honestly right now
It's not that simple
Cause I'm right in the middle
I'm right in the middle

Bridge

Middle of the dark
Middle of my mess
The other side's not far
But my heart's just not there yet
I'll find my way out
But it's okay that now
I'm right in the middle
I'm right in the middle

Chorus 1

Someday I know
This won't be as painful
Someday I'm gonna say
God is faithful
But I can't find the words
It's not that simple
I'm right
In the middle
I'm right in the middle

Chorus 2

I'm gonna see
The meaning of this madness
I'm gonna be the beauty
In the ashes
But honestly right now
It's not that simple
Cause I'm right in the middle
I'm right in the middle